June 8, 2009

My emotions are reeling as I dive into understanding the psychology of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). It's like looking at your own brain after it was in a bad car crash. This feels scary and humiliating. I'm terrified of being abandoned in this vulnerable state. I've spent my whole life thinking about myself. It is time to give back to the world. Through my experience, by God. That is what I always admired, idolized even. I am beginning to make that dream come true as I become self-realized on these pages before you. My gift to the world IS myself. Not my body or my education, but my wisdom through writing, music, and art. Mom, I made it. Successs in the the eye of the beholder. It is subjective!